P.N.

My mind n heart was flooded with U, there n then...
   
No words could express my exasperation my helplessness
   
No warmth can fill my pitch dark n cold heart 
   
      no life in me
      life literally left me
   
      passion gone
      anger has left
      don't even know saddness 
   
      my heart is withering, 
      a dying rose, 
   
hope becomes a frozen rainbow hardened in dark clay 
   
The day U yell that my face be out of yr sight 
   
Your demon dragon in its full might 
   
The day I think you.... gone 
   
      All gone in cold wind-y
      My burning feet ache-y
   
      Tired sore heart 
      Blood redden eyes
   
      Cold moonless night
      A rope of dreaden dark hope
   
Am I hanging onto ... ？
Is it only me hanging on to this    lifeline of yours ？
   
Your pretty promises in decorative jars of emptiness 
   
unforgotten in my deaden heart 
   
Could be My ears hear into the ears of my heart 
   
or is it d cold play of my mind, re-winding n never ending ？
   
Hope becomes so dark that all has to be given up
   
Yet my restless heart, its ears juz wanna hear U 
   
Each call made to U was a gift to my heart n I cannot ask for more 
   
Each time I hang up wif sheer satisfaction of queer enjoyment, yet with exasperation
   
      Comes d day U see me again
       that never to expect 
   
Holding each other close n        watching a show 
   
More thrilling than d thriller 
warmer than d stove walking with U by my side under d starry night 
   
      strange it seems
      like a real dream
      with U again
   
      The 3rd time can I say？
      this time I do see d demon my angel
   
      What will this be？
   
      Two Cupid shooting bows of    Rainbow wooden arrows from a
      Chinese temple！
   
      With U, P.N. 
      its out of ordinary - ooo  7