My Dear, Rest Here

My Dear, Cleanse your eyes and open your heart to let your love shine Release your burden of filtered seeing and staunch believing They weigh you down like rocks on one side of the weighing scale, yet fetch no worth for value. The other side lay your feathers from your wings of your loving heart. They weigh no numbers yet greater than beds of rocks, diamonds and gold. They tie my love like a purple ribbon that once we are supposed to knot at a Marital Workshop. Yes it's true, I'm rude and bad, not up to the level of your fine fella goodness Thanks to you perfecting me, shining stage lights chipping my flaws away But here you are left with thoughts unpleasant, heart wrecked in other's imperfections. My Dear, rest here, in the middle of your chest. Hear the beats sometimes strong but weak. Let the beating of the rhythm contain you fully allowing it to overtake. Soothingly you will find a different self again, you anew, totally renewed.

Wings of Light

Wings of Light ajoining another 
Joy of spring is near 
   
      With U my Love
      love is here
   
Pairing my wings with my beloved
   
      We take flight into the sky 
   
Crystal blue backdrop with fluffy white clouds 
   
      Rainbow amiss
      At times stormy
   
      Pouring strongly 
      our wings unsteady 
   
Feathers tattered to bits n pieces 
   
Grew faint-hearted when badly weathered 
   
      Is something amissed？
      Forlorn dreams 
   
      Lost hopes 
      Wounds starts bleeding 
   
      What to give another？
      When to give in？
      Why just give up？
   
      Letting go or actually ditching？
      Are we really learning 
      This true surrendering ？
   
      Far and near 
      Chaos and peace 
      Distance and intimacy
   
      This is preferred
      That choice is made
      Sum up our Love in this story 
   
      Now we go
      Spirals and glides
      Dancing our hearts together
      Chirping our way forever
   
Amazing me with your groovy songs 
   
Singing your tune to my yearning heart 
   
      Delight me Heal me
      Oh my Love
      Open your eyes of your heart
   
      This crytalline clarity 
      See our Wings of Light
   
      And take flight
      With feathers strong 
   
      Vigorous might 
      Hearts opened 
      Love toughen
   
      Soaring into unknown Heights 
   
With my loving gratitude to U forgetting my faults 
   
Your Heart wider than Space Universe
   
      With love I serve 
      With joy I care 
   
      I know Perry
      U will always be there
   
This love not to forsake
Where Hearts ajoined and devotion true
   
Even if shadows of fear and sadness follows us near
   
      Inside this Universe
      So far and wide 
   
      Yet within this heart
      So near 
      This Love
       We abide 
   

Its U again

My heart had stop raining, still, it was grey blank n empty.
   
      A dreadful void
      And then U came 
   
      U melt d bars of my jailed heart
      walking Rainbows at your feet 
   
Each step U walk into me, U colored my heart
   
Your voice's a healing balm mending my sores n bruises 
   
Your touch melts n opens me up
   
I'm in full bloom, my heart's a pink rose crowned with Rainbows
   
Walking on d clouds for d 1st time when I'm close to 40
   
Yea..Its You, fire tattoo at your wrist, feathered wings on

your back, deep looking eyes, soft lips... warm kiss, tough heart, sweet sweat n running's your hobby
   
But when love comes too close our way, We run away. My turn to run then yours
   
      I'm foolish, a devil's advocate
      I know I spoil d wedding cake
   
      I love U soon becomes
      I fear U... 
   
      yea...Its
      short time but way deep
   
      yea...bcoz with U
      nothing is ordinary
   
      Yea..Its P.N.
      I can never forget
   
      Chats n strolls
      Twirls n spirals
   
My heart's pouring again
with a rainbow found n lost again...the void begins
   
and I'm here again where I started, n You, 
   
      Its U again
   
revisit with a Rainbow, a voice that mends, a touch that melts,

a fire tatoo on your right hand
   
2nd time, I fell into the Rainbow's pit, golden heart juz out
of reach, its out of reach,
   
      Yea..its You again
   
      P.N. 

P.N.

My mind n heart was flooded with U, there n then...
   
No words could express my exasperation my helplessness
   
No warmth can fill my pitch dark n cold heart 
   
      no life in me
      life literally left me
   
      passion gone
      anger has left
      don't even know saddness 
   
      my heart is withering, 
      a dying rose, 
   
hope becomes a frozen rainbow hardened in dark clay 
   
The day U yell that my face be out of yr sight 
   
Your demon dragon in its full might 
   
The day I think you.... gone 
   
      All gone in cold wind-y
      My burning feet ache-y
   
      Tired sore heart 
      Blood redden eyes
   
      Cold moonless night
      A rope of dreaden dark hope
   
Am I hanging onto ... ？
Is it only me hanging on to this    lifeline of yours ？
   
Your pretty promises in decorative jars of emptiness 
   
unforgotten in my deaden heart 
   
Could be My ears hear into the ears of my heart 
   
or is it d cold play of my mind, re-winding n never ending ？
   
Hope becomes so dark that all has to be given up
   
Yet my restless heart, its ears juz wanna hear U 
   
Each call made to U was a gift to my heart n I cannot ask for more 
   
Each time I hang up wif sheer satisfaction of queer enjoyment, yet with exasperation
   
      Comes d day U see me again
       that never to expect 
   
Holding each other close n        watching a show 
   
More thrilling than d thriller 
warmer than d stove walking with U by my side under d starry night 
   
      strange it seems
      like a real dream
      with U again
   
      The 3rd time can I say？
      this time I do see d demon my angel
   
      What will this be？
   
      Two Cupid shooting bows of    Rainbow wooden arrows from a
      Chinese temple！
   
      With U, P.N. 
      its out of ordinary - ooo  7
   

My Valentine

I dedicate this to You, Perry,
my Hero in the shinning armor of Love.

Your mesmerizing voice calms the troubled waters of my heart...

Your gregarious warmth and joyous demeanor melts the cold feelings of despair,

defroze the icy walls that bars the flow of my empty heart.

Your sharing of thoughts of wisdom, light up my heart to the beauty of your soulfulness that is truly yours!

Your sharing of thoughts of wisdom, light up my mind of darkness and open the eyes of my heart

Your looks so Farie Perry Elfie dearie alienie, that make U uniquely only you.

And because of You,
my journey began riding on the wave,
across the rainbow beyond the clouds
soaring into unknown-of-heights towards the brightest....star.

Happy Valentine's Day

Dedicated To You

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Where feelings flow from my heart and words captured from my mind
Placed here before your eyes

Read it with your heart
Savour it in your mind
But if your mind gets forgets
This place you may return
and none will be forgotten

My heart and yours meet in a place
that space
between real and unreal
between realms of ethereal and concrete reality
between our breaths
between every heartbeat
We meet
Here
In this space